Ask, Seek, Knock

I've successfully booked and paid for two return tickets for my brother and I. Where to? You can probably guess. Anyway, now we'll need to earn and save more money for our accommodation, food and shopping.

I'm hoping to be able to add more new stocks on my online store. That's the only way I can generate more money, other than joining bazaars. I'm hoping to join one in April. Keeping my fingers crossed! If Jojo and I can both get a job, than it would be awesome.

God has been really kind to us lately. I think praying daily helps, just like it has been helping me a lot all the while. I haven't been a great Christian, but I'm trying my very best to pray every day. Heck, I pray a few times a day, every day. The prayers help me deal with all the negativities around me, and they help me avoid feeling depressed.

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I'm not showing off how much I pray, but I'm just sharing that it works, no matter what you believe in. When there's no one else to turn to, turn to God. He's always there. If He doesn't answer you immediately, He just wants you to be patient and to have faith in Him. Trust me.

I've been listening to a lot of music lately. Been listening to Narmi, getting back to listening to OAG, and some old and new stuff. I want to go for karaoke! I read that Radhi and OAG is coming back with a new album. Yay!

Oh wasn't Adele awesome at the recent Grammy's? Congrats, Adele! I heard that she'll be taking a 5-year break from the music industry, which is a great move. She deserves it anyway. All the best, Adele!

I have quite a number on projects on hold, actually. I really need to get them done, because I've been procrastinating lately. Good luck to me! :) Happy Thursday peeps!

Cair by Narmi

My bff Yenny and I used to talk about love whenever we meet. I really miss those late night pillow talks, but I'm so happy for Yenny because she has found her soulmate. I on the other hand, am still mending my broken heart. I tried to be strong, to be brave and to not reminisce, but two nights ago, I lost it. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I couldn't sleep well, and all I could do was pray for God to take away the pain of losing that thing called love.

Sure, I've been chatting a lot lately, but meeting men online is totally different from meeting them in person. I was told I should put myself out there more, but how do I do that? Why should I put myself out there anyway? Isn't it God's promise to bring the one to us? Or do we have to find the one ourselves?

Until last night when I watched What Men Want, I have stopped believing that my dream man exists. I guess he does exist. That skype-on-rooftop scene with Narmi strumming his guitar and singing the girl to sleep, that scene did it for me. Whether it was real or staged, it worked. I melted. And the girl Narmi was singing to, has a boyfriend. Wow. Just wow.

This is a Malay song by Narmi, called Cair, which means melt in Malay. I really didn't know Narmi is actually the drummer for One Buck Short. Pretty sure he has girls throwing themselves at him, now that he's on What Men Want on NTV7 and he plays the guitar and sing too.

Cair is such a beautiful song. Narmi has the voice too. I hope someday I'll meet someone who'd make me cair. This is for my friends, Ida and Dhiya. I love you gals! I wish you single ladies will find someone who'll make you melt too. Enjoy the song!

Music by : Narmi
Lyrics by : Izaad Amir

1st verse
Oh indahnya
'pabila
khabarnya kau akanl tiba
dihadapanku
Jiwa resah menunggu
Fikiran pun bercelaru
menantimu

Bridge
Tak kira apa pun menghalang, aku sanggup
Ku tahu kau pasti kan datang

Chorus
Hanya kau mampu
Terangi malamku
Redupkan mata
Dan aku tersipu
Cair dihadapanmu./cair bila bersamamu

2nd verse
Hilang kawalan diri
Aku tersenyum sendiri
Memikirkan mu
Biarkan perasaan
Bawa ku terbang ke awan
aku tenang.
Bridge
Walau pun hanya seketika ,
Dan kau pergi
Ku cari dan bawa mu semula
Ke sini

c/o
Hanya kau mampu
Terangi malamku
Redupkan mata
Dan aku tersipu
Cair.......
Hanya kau saja
Yang berikan rasa
Terindah oh
tiada lainnya.
Cair bila bersamamu

Lyrics taken from Narmi's FB Page