Friday, 30 October 2009

I Miss You

Have you ever felt like you know a lot of people, but you still feel alone? Do you have more than 100 numbers in your phone, and yet you can't bring yourself to call or text any of them because they aren't really your friend?

I feel that way sometimes. Most of the time, I just ignore that feeling. I have very few close friends, but lately I feel that we're drifting apart. I'm pretty sure that it's not my fault, because I'm the one who often initiate that rare phone call or text. I'm the one who often hope to keep in touch, at least via Facebook chat or Yahoo Messenger.

Right now, the only person who is always there for me is C. Yes of course he has to be there for me, since we live together but that's beside the point. My point is, even so-called good friends whom I knew way back before I met C don't keep in touch anymore. Perhaps that's why they're just my so-called good friends.

You know their kind, don't you? The ones who'd text or chat once in a blue moon just to ask about your job, and go around telling others about you. The ones who'd suddenly be interested in your personal life, and go on spreading rumours about you behind your back.

The truth is, I miss my good friends. Fair enough, they're probably too busy to read my blog or too shy to leave me a comment or two. But you know who you are, and I miss you! Although I may not see you as often as I'd like to, you know I'll always remember you, and I do cherish our friendship. Please, please keep in touch! Facebook is not just for games during lunch break at the office, you know!

I cannot wait for C to come back home tonight. As much as we're total opposites, at least he listens to me and hugs me when I need a hug. Right now, I just need a big hug, and nothing else.



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Monica - Turn-U-Off

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  1. Hello Debbs! :)

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  2. I miss my good friend too... he's in working in Australia now :(

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  3. I miss my gd friend too...he's working in Australia now :( but we do keep in touch!

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  4. i get what you mean...

    "The ones who'd text or chat once in a blue moon just to ask about your job, and go around telling others about you. The ones who'd suddenly be interested in your personal life, and go on spreading rumours about you behind your back." - well, i don wan and i don have this kinda friends...thank god for dat! :)

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  5. u don't need to feel depressed or alone Debbs, u've C that is a greater importance to u! :) ;)

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  6. here's a ginormous virtual hug from me Debbs!!! :* :* :* :*

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  7. I totally feel you Debbs, that is how I feel often these days too, because I have been too busy with work lately... I miss you and our chats via twitter or JS... hopefully that'll change soon... :)

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  8. I hope you know that you can e-mail me for anything... :) I may not be there personally, but I hope you know that even though we've never met, I feel like you are totally one of my best friends ever and that I am here for you, no matter what... :)

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  9. I hope you feel better Debbs... :) I am glad that C is there for you... :)

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  10. Hey Debbs! I'm so sorry I wasn't online when you YM-ed me just now! Buddy wanted to use the comp and I fell asleep just waiting for him! Anyways, I hope you're feeling better now.. What say you we go on a date one of these days?? You've already got a date for New Moon?? I'd love to go with you!! :) :)

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  11. Yeah.. it's great that you have C.. Sometimes I feel lonely too.. One of my besties too recently just came to meet me and we had such a great time that she came a couple of time to my place last week. :) Sometimes we do need our girlfriends more. Anyways, like Ane said, I feel like you guys are my besties already!! :) :) So anytime you need me.. lemme know. Just sorry I wasn't available just now. :(

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  12. Wow, your friend is so far away! Glad you're keeping in touch, Mon! :)
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  13. Lucky you, Mon! I seem to have quite a few of these negative, toxic friends.
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  14. I'm feeling a lot better, Mon. Thank you so much for your kind words! :) :*
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  15. Ane! I missed ya! Thanks for the ginormous hug! Here's one right back atcha! :) :* :* :*
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  16. Oh that's okay, Ane. I understand you're busy with your writing. :)
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  17. Awww Ane! Hugsies! Thanks for that, you got me teary-eyed! :'( In a good way, of course. :)
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  18. I am feeling better, Ane! Thank God for C! :) Oh and awesome friends like you! :* :*
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  19. Hi Shem! That's alright! I'm feeling better already. :) Don't be sorry k? :) And no, I don't have a date for New Moon yet! I would love to go with you too! :):)
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  20. Oh don't worry about it, Shem. :) I know how to deal with all these stuff, but sometimes it just hits harder than I thought I could handle. Thank you for always being there for me. :) I must say, even though we've never met, I feel that you and Ane are my besties too! :):)
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